Wednesday, August 23, 2006

昨非的诗歌

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Even a Phantom Gets Thirst
Suddenly the phantom gets thirsty
He moves to the top of 
the plaza of the city
and looks down
He wonders if he could jump
to the core of the ocean below
where sea plants live intimately
without having to breathe 
But he can’t
the unbearable lightness of being 
is there to stop him from dropping
from touching you
when the wind blows hard
in a season so heartbroken
with all the chirps of bird 
crying in one direction
连一个幽灵也会饥渴
幽灵突然觉得饥渴
他挪到城市
广场的上空
俯瞰众生
他想知道自己能不能
跳进海洋的核心
海里的植物不用呼吸
亲密地生活在一起
但他却不能
因为不可承受的生命之轻
阻止他坠落
阻止他触摸你
此时狂风大作
在一个心碎的季节里
所有的鸟儿
都朝着同一个方向
哭泣 

Tonight 
Tonight I am sleeping on
a wooden bed at a foreign town
I see myself lie on one side
as people cross their hands to pray

I cross my feet and 
put one hand behind my holy hair
and the other hand my secular ear
the same posture of the mummy
at a museum on an island
the other day I saw
I know my days are numbered
tonight the hourglass comes to an end
I hear people laugh and cry
back from the party 
car engines growl and then die 
like suddenly I feel the whole sea
rise to stand on a needle point
and you know how 
unbearable life can be
Tonight I wonder what could happen to 
us, the whole race in the evolution process
but not me, the insignificant ant
that will be eaten away by other insects
but I still worry about what could become
the remnants of the dust
For how could I disappear
before I grow into a true lover
so pretentious and sweet-hearted
that I swear I will love 
glory or poverty or whatever
that I will build my own establishment
and be an expatriate
and so bloody and blind
that I will support a revolution or a dictator
or lead a coup d’etat 
on a remote part of the planet
that finally I am tried by my people
as a traitor
and spend the rest days 
as I am imprisoned
and no paper and 
water is very precious 
with which I write on the wall with my finger
and I sleep on this wooden bed
and I say this life is beyond description
like suddenly the whole sea
rises to stand on a needle point
and you know how unbearable 
it can be

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今夜/今夜我睡在/异乡小镇的一张木床上/看到自己侧身躺着/像祷告的人们合上双手/我合上了双脚/一只手放在神圣的发际/另一只搁在世俗的耳根/这姿势/和我某天在一个小岛博物馆里/看到的木乃伊一样/我的日子屈指可数/今夜,沙漏即将流尽/我听到人们从晚会归来后/哭哭笑笑/汽车引擎咆哮又恢复死寂/突然间我感到/整个大海/立在了一枚针尖上/于是你知道/生命是多么/不堪忍受/今夜我不知道什么会降临在我们头上/我们, 这进化过程中的整个种族/而不只是我自己——/这只会被其他昆虫啮咬的/微不足道的蚂蚁/但我还是忧虑/化为尘埃之后又会怎样/可是我怎么能够消失呢/在还没有成为一个/真正的爱人之前/成为虚妄又亲密的爱人之前/发誓自己将热爱/光荣,贫穷,或其他的什么/建立自己的基业/亡命天涯/如此血腥又如此盲目地/支持一场革或独裁者//或者在这星球遥远的一隅/发动一场政变/最后被自己的人民/当作叛徒审判/然后在监狱里/度尽我的残年/没有纸/水非常宝贵/我用手指蘸着/在墙上写下这些文字/我睡在这张木床上/ 我说人生无法用言语形容/ 就仿佛突然间我感到/整个大海/立在了一枚针尖上/于是你知道/生命是多么/不堪忍受

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